I'm down... not physically this time, but mentally. I couldn't find any reason for this, but something is bothering me. My mind is full of weird/unnecessary/preternatural thoughts and I'm not able to find the way to get a rid of that. I befuddle, when I try to find why and how my mind is full of such shit. Amid I realized many things about My mind, rather human minds.
Every mind is like plain water till it mixed with some thoughts. Flow of thoughts changes the human mind alike plain water change it's own color and shape with mix of the strange things. No matter what & how those thoughts affecting our mind, but every thoughts has it's own color and it change many things in our mind. When we are in joy, we feel like having a our own color in our mind and we feel that color in our move. We think happy thoughts and do the things which we like to do. We like to see the world as want, we like to help others, we felt the nature in generous color of it's own and we try to enjoy each and every sec of min we spent. We do many things in that flow of happy thoughts and share happiness. Suddenly we start forget and forgive other to make happy way of our life. But same mind of very same human get changed with some stupid thoughts. It's gets diluted with negative or some strange thoughts. we never know why and how such thoughts came by and caught you, specially why you only. The more thoughts come to mind more mind get grunge.
More we think negative or wrong, more our mind get culprit of our owns. There is no way to clean or get out of such stage, unless we stop thinking. 'Time is really best medicine' for all and we suppose to give us time to come out. Time will not change everything and clean our mind, but it helps us to think something diffrent or better to cheer up. New thoughts suppress our bad/wrong or neagtive thoughts in deep somewhere in mind and new happy thoughts gets on top, seems like everything is normal and all bad thoughts gets out of our mind. This is illusion, which we create for ourselves and make us happy to go ahead. But the fact is all negative/wrong thoughts are still in our mind and may come up when we get upset or in shit of thoughts. It's same like using alum for diluted water. Alum will only suppress all dirt at the bottom of the water flask and give illusion that water is clean, in actual water can be diluted with all dirt again when it get shake.
Mind get all over all negative, wrong feelings on top when we are down mentally. I'm feelings same...I'm down mentally. :(
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